in high school when I was quite panic

 In high school when I was quite panic. Strange because I was very, very difficult environment, integration, and Guilin, basically I do not say so, it set up for ourselves a heart wall, and others not able to contact.

I always believe that knowledge of animal feather flock together. Therefore, you must be in a big crowd and you find that

In fact, I never dreamed I called the first high school friends are girls.

woman I always think that their edge is not good. Elementary school to junior high school is also true. I basically do not take the initiative and the kind of contact with girls, probably because we are not the same species in it. And the impression that the girls I grew up a lot of trouble. Is also possible that the children are girls childhood home of the reason. A lazy person will be very conscious of the things that trouble away from their own, do a lot of fatigue to their side of things. I have been the case, while avoiding disadvantages. at least elementary school to junior high school

I have always maintained that Kwan

and friends is a very casual thing.

because the character of high school led to delays in depression and collective integration. Or I still maintain the fine tradition from an early age: not with strangers close. Therefore, there is absolutely does not want to make any friends in high school. Is also possible that the school before the block too, so I did not develop the habit of talking with outsiders. I'm not, then the scene will entertain and speak. So one is always silent. The character of Kwan seems to be a cheerful lot. It is said that she was from primary to junior secondary schools are the man, the backbone of the elite. So natural is such a good student and each student is to be a pro. Including

Kwan remember the first time I talked because I am a person innocently sitting in a classroom and I grew up never did get the cube in the confrontation. Now it seems really loaded B extreme. Is perhaps in the care Perhaps in order to mark her kind of man, she specifically used the Mandarin. So we have a no one from the cube's Xialiao a whole. In fact quite dry, for chatting with a stranger really challenged the limits of my life. However, it seems fun, Kwan'd like to see a hope for autism.

then later, and gradually, after class are intentionally or unintentionally, by Kwan, and chatted with me, and I seem to have mastered a number of contingencies. In fact, I was a afraid of embarrassing people, cold field ah, or the chat will not burst point makes me feel want to die. Cap in hand to get along so it can be considered.

do not remember when from the beginning, the beginning of Kwan began to intentionally or unintentionally reveal their feelings. Or emotional lives. In fact, I hate gossip. Whether you believe it or not. Because I always feel that it is someone else's problem, none of my Pishi. Perhaps the idea of selfishness, I suppose I live in this world, how can I not with people, which were not hard to appeal to? ! So, people living in this world is suffering, and then find a very shameless person can complain, strong forcing him to share with you what you call pain. I always feel that awareness of an individual, even to high school teachers told us that it is not possible, because you live in the contacts. I considered not escape the of the. Kwan such as sweat and whine about the natural man of many disgruntled Moreover, a woman originally born animals.

One day, Miss threw me off a heavy bomb: she liked Mr. Chin in our class. Mr. Chin is a sanctimonious hypocrite, so I personally think that the. Name of concern for his students around the banner of Ever since, such as Kwan unable to extricate themselves are deep, self-defeating. Of course, everyone has the right to choose their own way to express emotion, Mr. Chin nothing wrong, he just love it. But I do not like to learn a good childhood, self-righteous fool to B, say B because they are stupid, hypocritical self-righteous swagger more than a low profile makes it easier to be a closer. At least be subject to So do yourself no good on this campus, even though I kind of admire their dauntless courage. But I can not, I still have a man wearing a mask, at least so I can calm it. Miss Kwan was so deep Qin's Of course, suffering is not the only male and female, male and female as well as the people around, like - me.

little ambiguous on campus is terrible. Star flame can start a prairie fire, a small flame of love could not have been pinch pinch too, but let him burn the more prosperous the more so, there may be getting burned. To avoid getting burned, I seem to go away as soon as possible, can not seem to have found my Kwan Flanagan was her last straw, pulling it tightly let go I do not intend to. Ever since, what is playing with fire on this staged. I always say people do not gossip, at least elementary school to junior high school is. So as much as possible before Kwan said in a good word to Mr. Chin, in order that they can But it did not, as the complexity of the situation than I, or Mr. Chin their complex relationship like now, so do not want to let go of the bait the other hand, this close hand. Kwan, the more we like him, the more interference, the more painful the more interference, the more pain the more complaints, more complaints the more I have to listen to them. Kwan told me since I remember her and the things Mr. Chin, I have to every school and go with Kwan, the analysis of listening to her endless love of her road twists and turns, and denounced the seventh or eight third-party who's hateful. Sometimes in tears, let me know what to do. So in the name of Kwan and other cars with me about her feelings the way through, then I have to get to listening to her complaint to safely leave home. I can understand that people there, love to whine and talk ill of others. Otherwise, life seems to be a lot less fun. So then I also found some interesting points: for example, A B speaking ill of, but before the performance in the B look like a pro; B, or A say bad things about listening to the C, C am angry, too, and talk with A B ill, may be too soon, A and B are good again, and told B, C and B who provoke their feelings. ... ... This is the best at loading high school friendship trick. There are many, numerous lists it wants to. After

once Kwan Mr. Chin came to me crying all the not, and say I was not in the destruction of the feelings between them. I was not happy one, and do your own home, and I have anything, let alone their willingness Kwan told me, what about Mr. Chin to come to your feelings of frustration against blaming me to. So I angrily asked for Miss Xiang Guan Qin's QQ, and lashed out at Mr. Chin. Mr. Chin is also a NAO did not want the goods, not only told to turn off this thing Miss, also told the class his buddies, so that now there are still a lot of people thought I was a pair of sabotage, disruption of their feelings. Mr. Chin's Ayutthaya is not usually deep, and then under the guise that he would like to apologize in the name of Kwan, presented a gift, and off again affair with Miss remain. As for me,UGG bailey button, lost the gift of Mr. Chin, reward me a In fact, I just do not want simple things blending into someone's just that simple. Kwan, in fact friends, not because she told me she was too secret, but I simply think her humor, and some ideas and I was just speculation. The principle is simple my friends, pleasing to the eye,UGG shoes, and humor,UGGs, as you can. As to what the concept of, ah, thought, ah, ah hate people like, I can not care about. Everyone has the characteristics of each thing. Friends is very simple, I am a simple walk in that country, so too complex, not suitable for sensitive people, and my friend, this is the future, Kwan taught me.

, of course, but also because Ms Kwan, my popularity is rapidly expanding in the class together. That the class a lot of people think we are twins, or I crush her small attendant long, more or I'm a real big sissy. Of course, the popularity line, and all one family friend, what is natural and ultimately meet me. But, in fact, I hate what the so-called party. The so-called high school party, is that we come out with AA as an act of collective consumption. 90 'high level of consumption after the children, and has very little place to go. In addition to KTV was a movie theater or a KFC or McDonald's again. Pretend joy every time, in the end really, I always felt the guys friends, Kwan is not They love each other, pushing and shoving, fooling around, teasing each other, in my opinion I really do not fit inside the screen in such a sweep of their interest. In my opinion, they frolic just prove popular with the kitsch tragedy.

course, To the second year, because the relationship between sub-ARTS, I left my previous Kwan I gathered with many of the Moved upstairs. In the new class, the class only had about 10 people and come onto me, and basically did not speak of it in the. In the original accumulation of the 212 Reason is very simple, he is very funny, humor, and I agreed, the most important, he is the man. I admit that I was After all, that boys more than girls to get along, at least boys do not cry in front of you complain, you know what to do; at least not instruct you to do your boys feel very difficult thing, so you could not refuse; at least one guy has a say do not engage in a back, most of it is. So, I'm happy. And that he has power to send my horse to school every day, I think my spring comes. Do not say I'm superficial. Say No to see the benefits of personal contacts and that is false, I am not so hypocritical, I will look at conditions. But really suits the horse power of a good welfare, it will only make me feel more worthy, nothing else.

I and Sir Donald's feeling good and to what extent is not explained in detail, because it is not the point. Short period of time that we are very, very good it is. Even more than the relationship between me and Miss Kwan. Kwan and Tsang also because I did not and every day after school with her conventional school and some complaints, but once the pain tell me, she stopped me to hurry up and bumps his own school with me. Mouth was saying Kwan is in fact not to express Finally, I had promised to maintain her face, then I try to school with her. That, it seems I have a better relationship between Kwan, I think she is so think. Because she told me a base of about a relationship she and tragicomedy. This is not important, is that even that day, Kwan told me I was her best friend. I am a little shocked, more of a panic. I can not afford. I am the person can no responsibility, nor did anything for his friend's determination that I want to be my future girlfriend said: You are my I should immediately broke it. Horrible. Since I do not think I'm not a bad person, and timid, did not play. Therefore, this emotional baggage I can not back up, I can not promise,

climax in the High School's spring tour broke it. I do know that ominous day. The sky was still light rain, but we insisted to the music school outing in Montreal. The result, at that time happened to be that we are now scared of the screen. In fact, before the spring tour, Kwan promised to me, and I said to a group. It earlier, I took a group of Mr Tsang and me. The results, as a joke, I and Sir Donald fight, results also had a falling out. Young, who also refused to apologize, so nothing came of the slowly drifted away, and lifted the friendship. This is not the point. Kwan focus and I think a group and want to let me through this Spring and Mr Tsang and good as ever. Zhe Shirang I am extremely offensive. Because, no need to address this matter at such a time, besides I do not want to disturb my mood outing, but also hand side of thinking and playing well, tired. So outing the night before because I miss Spring and plans to shut the sky a little dispute.

after the things I think I have, and cheap, they said very clearly Fung. Summed up, because there is no raincoats, Ms. Kwan to stay in one place to help you look at the package, the results we gone, including me. In fact, half-way back to me and Qin Jialan classmates once. Kwan was seemingly in a fit of anger, we asked her, or me and you change, I see packages. You and Qinjia Lan play? ! The answer is: no. Looking back now, is not to say angry words, Kwan, in fact, she wanted to play also, or she would like to play with the three of us, who do not leave a package of view, more or I stay with her look at the package & hellip ; ... No matter what kind, anyway, I was not so many pieces. Back said: good. Then we go over there to play. I admit that remark too impersonal, but the moment I really did not think. Anyway, later, volcanic eruptions, Kwan, and out of control. Came back, everybody looked at me. Yes, I never thought to tell you that my fault. Sorry! Now think about it, why should I have one anti-ah? ! You can also let her look at the package the ah ~ the end because I told her the best, to be borne by me. Well, these are of no use now held, not what I want to shirk responsibility, but I think it unfair. The statement is perhaps a darn, but I really think so. Then, I just like a kid made a mistake, chasing Kwan apology. Is to help her buy a hot milk is sent to raincoats, rain finally also the only tool I gave her. Result, she is still very angry. Also forced me to seek Fanjian like to sit with the guy she stole stuff into Caixing. In fact, I want to do what is not in the atonement, just want to see their patience limits. People there are from acquaintance to friend, from friend to disgust, from aversion to the habit process. Can not stand even,cheap UGG boots, no need to fight back with. Therefore, since the other party can not stand you, you can not stand each other, so much the better He Hao scattered.

got home, I caught a cold. Weekend breaks, no Internet. And did not contact Ms Kwan. In fact, while stock after I sent a large umbrella spoke, he seemed to do have done the same. So, what to expect and they are not reported. And then later received the letter Q, Kwan mail, generally disappointed me more and more disappointing to the group. As I reply, also wrote an article entitled A few days later, they sent off a letter, Miss Q e-mail, and speaking: How do I like how shameless and took away her friends. Destruction of her feelings. Said Mr. Chin said, I simply do not meet him than he can pay off Ms life, what I can. Finally, Ms. Kwan asked me, as I like Mr. Chin on her? I really wanted was his mother swearing Biao, Ya Ya Bah! Qin name fucking shameless, I secretly also stabbed knife. I was thinking back to say: fuck you, you Gounan Nv die with it. You would die for you letter. Damn shame, that I was your Who? ! But I did not. I do not want to decorum. Despite broken, but I still think, I only back

10 words: Thank you for your kindness, I overwhelmed!

writing this blog because Chen Xiaofeng yesterday sent a message to me:

not sleep with me today. I think ah! Since we are in a school. We must not be like you and then take off Moon as former enemies and Kazakhstan. We have a contract yet. Ha ha ha

I see when I can not help but like the original Miss Kwan was a falling out in the eyes of others, oh? ! Anyway, whether you believe it or not. I want to say I miss nothing off the enemies are not enemies of the so-called. At least I think so. Because I am a person with no hate, or that I was lazy. I'm too lazy to hate, too lazy to keep the pain thing that may put them unhappy. Because the benefits of my own that did not. Therefore, Chen Xiaofeng worry. I still know your character, you do not make me want to get his temper was so bad, or the eye is too small. Until now, I think Ms Kwan Ye Hao, Zeng Ye Hao, more or Miss Zhang Ye Hao. I have no resentment. I still think of the benefits they give me, and their best. Although I sometimes think the dark, but there are also a little sunshine to their own side.

I do not have the information back to Chen Xiaofeng. I got up before the one hand, this makes me smile to see the message, on the other hand I do not know me and Chen Xiaofeng friendship can last very long, but I think I will try to make it a long time. I want to ask how long? Life? I said, I can not tell. Like a asked me: you can live to what age ah? This hard to say. That I think is it possible to live long, long time.